Trucking on through

It's been a rough couple of weeks at work. Crises I've worked through within the past month:


- bent axle on the trailer.
- Shorting out the electrical system in both the van and trailer.
- Actors getting sick and needing to swing out.
- Actors injuring themselves DURING a show, having to hold, and eventually stop the show.
- realizing we forgot half of a show's laundry when the venue is 2 hours away from the theatre. zippers breaking during the show. various other wardrobe malfunctions...
- Horrible. Horrible. Horrible vice principals/teachers/staff members. Worst confrontation to date involved a VP saying "I am hearing a lot of 'need', but I need to hear more 'please' and 'thank you'" and my reminding her I was not one of her students...



That all being said, there have been good, even some great, days on tour. You know those days, where the show really resonates with the students, and we walk out of the building feeling like we at least made their day, if not created some future theatre goers or even artisans. Those are the days I like.



Outside of work, I've got this thought rolling around through the back of my mind about moving to New York. A couple friends planted it a couple weeks ago, and I haven't gotten rid of it yet. As of now, it wouldn't be a possibility until next autumn, but we'll see. This whole not knowing what i'm doing/where i'm living in 6 months is not as glamorous as one might think, and part of me wants a 'big girl' job with a steady paycheck and benefits such as health insurance...

Not to mention i've had some great times in NYC the past couple of times i've been there. Concerts, museums, and restaurants, oh my! Throw in a day trip to the jersey shore, celebrating my birthday, doing some job hunting, and i've been pretty busy lately...




Waiting in line for a free concert...









Dan Auerbach of the Black Keys (free concert nirvana)
















The boardwalk at Asbury Park, NJ


Jersey enjoying life at the shore

Sunshine can make everything better

After the deluge that lasted for what felt like a week, we finally got to see the sun day! An added bonus was that we had about 2hrs of down time in south jersey, so the cast of Midsummer and I spent it on the boardwalk in Ocean City. The group (including myself) was feeling pretty demoralized over the 6hrs of driving/day, 12 show week, and general unhappiness...it's amazing what an hour of relaxation and fun in the sun can do!

March Madness

Nope, not for Basketball (but Boiler UP! too).

We have almost 50 shows scheduled for the month of March, including a day trip to Maryland, performing for an US Air Force Base, a couple three-show days, and an overnight trip to southern North Carolina. *whew*

We've started to get into a groove for touring, thank goodness, and we've gotten a lot of positive responses from our audiences, which makes all the difference in the world. I don't know if I can explain my reaction to looking over the audience at the end of a Romeo and Juliet performance and seeing that the cast made multiple high schoolers cry, but it's definitely good.

We've had good days like that, and bad days where i've had principals, teachers, parents blow up at me, or had to work around some major obstacles like a costume breaking 2 minutes before a show, but all in all the tour has been running rather smoothly (knock on wood!)...



That all being said, I take advantage of my days off. Last week we had gorgeous sunny weather, so I packed up and drove to Harklebarney State Park (ok, I might have partly gone just for the name...) that's about 40 minutes from Madison, and spent the morning hiking and playing with my camera.

Today's weather has not been nice to me, so i'll be hanging out with the lovely Anna this afternoon; hopefully seeing a movie and just relaxing.

Peace, love, and warm thoughts to all...

On the roads again

I've been back in Madison, NJ since the beginning of the year, once again working for the Shakespeare Theatre of New Jersey, acting as Tour Manager for their off-season educational touring company, Shakespeare LIVE! We tour two shows, Romeo and Juliet and A Midsummer Night's Dream, in repertory, and will be touring through June 6th.

January was full of rehearsals, working though the hour long cuts of both shows and tech rehearsal beginning the first week in February. Since then, we've technically been on tour for almost three weeks, but we've actually only been out on the road 7 days for a total of 14 performances so far.

We've had some good performances, and some crappy performances. Performing in schools can leave us at the will and whim of schools' schedules, students' behavior, and teachers' tolerance, with a wide variety of outcomes. As an ensemble, the cast is still learning how to perform for people who are not trained theatre-goers, and how to handle talking, laughter, and other distractions from their audience. For me, I spend most of my days switching between crisis management (when one of the actors informs me we forget a major scenic element, or when the lights stop working on the trailer) and smoozing (distracting the teachers, principals, and PTA reps while the show is loaded in and out).


Outside of work, I've been exploring the city and hanging out with friends as much as possible. Highlights include: a chance encounter with Mick Jagger at the Whitney Art Museum; hanging out for an afternoon in MoMA with Anna and Megan, and Anna and I being remembered at Scotland Yard, the blues bar in Hoboken that we used to frequent last summer (being a local - like you're part of a community - is a great feeling!)

Just thinking

I'll be starting back at STNJ next week, and as i'm running around getting things ready, I keep having similar conversations with strangers. You know the type, the conversation that involves a basic explanation of what I do for a living, and their response. Their responses always seem to be a combination of excitement, envy, and trepidation. I hear comments about how thilling and exciting my life must be, how much fun I must have, how cool, etc. I do agree with them. My life does not tend to get boring, and is commonly interesting.

However, as i'm getting ready to head back, part of me keeps getting distracted. Somewhere inside my makeup, there's a part of me that wants the 'boring and normal'. What's it like to go to a 9-5 job that feels like work? To not really LOVE what you do, but to somewhat enjoy it, and to feel some sense of job security and the effects of a livable wage. Part of me desperately wants to pick a city, for better or for worse, find a day job and apartment, and make a place my own.

Is is bad to think about getting married, mostly so that I could register for fun toys that I otherwise could not afford, and to have a place to call home?